How our higher selves know exactly what’s going on and why we sometimes don’t get what we want – cos the orchestrations behind the scene are beyond our imagination! This is a small example yet it excites me to the brim cos nothing is too small or too big for the U – it’s all the same, it’s just US who place limits on what we can achieve.

WOW, simply WOW. With each post you write, Anna, I am more and more astounded by the openness, trust and awareness with which you share your insights and experiences. Girl, you blow my mind and inspire me endlessly.

This made my heart swell “I may not have the support of family, but I – for the first real time in my life – have the support of ME! And nothing – NOTHING – is better than that!” ——- You have it so bang on that all I can do is shake my head a 100 times yes, yes, yes in agreement. And you have the support of me, the GVB and the U!

I’m loving having YOU in MY life. THANK you for consistently showing up here in all authenticity and regularity and for your brilliant comments. MWah

I’ve got a good example of getting exactly what I wanted – even more – though the “how” … couldn’t have been more perfectly orchestrated by the Universe. Here goes:

I was Editor of a community newspaper (a weekly publication) and I was good. Real good. Dang it – I was the best Editor they’d had since the founder and original owner. I was GOOD – excellent, excelling on a path I DID NOT want… but couldn’t find an “acceptable” (to my father) way to leave. Plus, I had awakened to how I had been affected in life by earlier sexual abuse (no, not by my father), had attempted getting counseling for it, but could not get assistance with funding unless I reported, which I was not going to do.

So …more than 2 years and several awards later, I was sexually assaulted (Canada’s terms) by the town’s volunteer fire chief and another “upstanding” citizen of the community.

I reported it to the RCMP. And then, everything changed –

I couldn’t work anymore, I was in counseling (which previously I couldn’t pay for, but was not covered by some government program) so I was afforded, by the Universe, the opportunity to have therapy that ultimately included resolution to earlier sexual abuses. AND I didn’t have to be the Editor of a newspaper anymore!

It’s been more than 10 years and feels like a lifetime ago (truly, almost as if it didn’t happen to me). I’ve had therapy and therapy and counseling and therapy and I’ve been in a good space for a long time… I’m great! I am living the life I wanted to live — free to make my own choices, pursue my desires, try everything I want … and yes, I am accepting all the consequences of my chosen actions… with a pride far greater than any award for General Excellence! I mean, I may not have the support of family, but I – for the first real time in my life – have the support of ME! And nothing – NOTHING – is better than that!

Just heard from my Sister-Friend who’s found the joy – JOY BLESSING – of recently having been fired… Let me say now that if you’re on the receiving end of her advocacy (her true life’s desire), Give it up now, Baby – because this woman is good!

Loving this Life!
Anna

I’m in awe of the amazing creators that responded to this post (and all others), what a vast wealth of experience and knowledge here. Thank you with all my heart. I love you all!